And for some reason I’m not over you..

Your not like the rest that broke my heart. I dont know why you have been in my mind ever since..  We had It all. Every sad country song makes me think about you. And when I sing it as loud as I can in my truck by myself I think of us, you, and only you. Sometimes I even cry. I dont understand why I wasnt good enough. I honestly dont know what it is about you that makes it so hard to get over you. Its been months now and I cant get you out of my head. Ive tried moving on but its like ever since we ended you put some sort of bad curse on me because now everyone I start to feel something with ends up breaking my heart, It was never like this before you. Everyone said and stills says we were perfect and so cute when we were together. It burns my heart like alcohol on an open wound. I need to be rescued.